Wednesday, January 21, 2009

The onset of winters...

As a kid, I was always amused by winters.I loved the smoke rings we could make with our breaths in the fog -laden air.In the rhythm of words,the smoke emerged,floated in air and then faded away.It was like watching words travel.
Another few springs of my life passed,and I rather grew scared of winters.Winters,now,I picture in my mind as colorless and grim.People glued to their homes and quilts,empty streets,dusty leaves in the final stages of their lives,a lonely moon on its prolonged stays in a dull grey sky.

No sun on a typical day.

This loss of Vitamin D energy somehow affects my mood and spirits that go in an all time low.And clothes,most of the times, I feel like some eskimo under their sheer weight.

And summers-bright,full of colors,life,people on busy streets,orange-blue sky,clouds like delicate cotton and fresh green leaves,moon bright in a beautifully adorned sky,and sun fierce as ever,its glory restored.Faces red and sweaty,full of a zest called life.I find nothing un-welcome in summers.It's like my life given back to me.
But there are a few things that I'll fondly remember for rest of my life,which belong exclusively to winters.
My mother waking me up on a typical winter morning,"Dikshu",she'll say in a voice full of affection which will send me tossing in my bed innocently like a 2 year old kid.She 'll draw away curtains of the window that opens up the street's view and a gush of cold wind will sweep in."Dikshu",the temple bells will ring again, and she'll open the door to the balcony,to make way for ushering sun rays.And as I'll pucker my face imitating annoyance - though wishing in my half asleep heart that this moment remains frozen,hanging in air- the mother will give me the warmest of hugs,and the sweetest of kisses.So unfair,this all,I could enjoy for just one winter of my life.These imprints drawn on my mind still keep me warm in lonely winter nights as I brood over how life changes.
Another is the only trace of color I've seen in winters- flowers of "Palash"/"Dhak".What a view to behold!Trees holding flames.
And third is the taste of a hot cup of tea on chilly winter night while a cold current hits my face.These pictures are drawn vaguely in my mind, with no location and time registered,but they are preserved in form of most b'ful of the feelings I've ever come across-the mother's affection,the nature's treasure and the feeling of being alive.

I just wish summers remain as long as they can, for I love them and I just wish summers go,for onset of winters brings with it - a wait, for summers to come..and ofcourse,those b'ful feelings.

9 comments:

  1. hmmm....winters bring no kisses for me..sadly :P...but i like winters....since they give me a chance to wear clothes(doesn't mean that i don't wear any in summers :P :P)...i mean kaafi saare clothes...used to be this thin guy always so in summers all relatives used to say..."beta kuch khaya kar" but in winters due to the excessive clothing they said "haan ab sahi ho gaya hai :P"....to i felt good about winters...and my skin color also used to become dark by playing in summers so when i went out with family(which was not often :P)....i used to be the odd one out...and everyone looked with skepticism as if trying to say "ye aapka hi beta hai ?? itna saanvla kaise ??".....but come winters and i almost blended with my family :)......Summers for me have always been "Sweat.....sweat.....sweat....and more sweat, hot wind blowing and slapping me hard sending a chill down my spine even in hot afternoon"....everyday in May-Jun....i wished "hey parampita parmeshwar....ya to 2-3 baalti paani daal do(bole to rain :P)...ya fir please...please ...please....sardi laaa do :)"


    Nyways..nice post....made me remember the difference b/w Summers/Winters :)

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  2. Thanks :),ans I should have guessed Sid, that you'd always liked winters :)..We are exactly opposite , you see :P

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  3. Did somebody said "Opposite attracts" :) :) :) ??

    Jab sab apni preference bata hi rahe hai to main bhi...
    I also love winter especially delhi's chilling winter more than its summer. I love to roam wearing just a shirt and pant.Never enjoyed sipping coffee or tea instead still sometimes take a sip of chilled cold drink to enjoy the winter.
    But yes the warmth of quilts or blankets give another kind of pleasure. The thick fog or rain adds to the beauty of winters.

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  4. So, I have two opposites here now ;)

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  5. hey thats so nice..
    love the way u describe everything..

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  6. the beauty of winters lies not in the chilly wind and freezing temperatures, it lies in liting up campfires, warming your hands over them, huddling together.. it lies in falling snow and throwing snowballs. ya i know we dont have all that here in NCR..
    winter teaches us the importance of summers, every color emerging from the gray morning fog feels so pretty

    and what i love most is the absence of mosquitoes ;P

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  7. @ Sehar : o..yeah...i know we r opposites...started believing the same :)

    @Day Dreamer : Laws of magnetism dont apply everywhere :P :P

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  9. Thanks Anuj :)
    @Varun - Who won't fall in love with that aspect of winters :),but I still wait for summers :)

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